I'm trying to say that I'm not depressed but I'm feeling it. Why am I entertaining such thoughts. Yesterday for a first time in a long long time, i actually thought, life seemed meaningless. Is there anyone interceding for me? Anyone supporting me? I'm tired, emotionally, physiologically and spiritually. I feel lost. Feel like I'm spinning and spinning.. My head's dizzy.. I pray that someone will stretch out their hand and grab me. I know it can only be God..
Why are people upset with me? Why?? What have I done wrong?? I can't get myself to not care!!! !@$#^%