I've been truthful to you about everything except 1 thing... something that might change many things...
The reason why I care so much about you is because I find myself developing strong feelings for you every moment. I hesitated to tell you because I was afraid that if I told you, you will draw away from me, so far that I might never see you again. Thus I thought if i didn't tell you, we would remain as good friends bickering and just enjoying each other's company. But everytime you give me a cold shoulder, I could only endure the "winter" and hope that summer would come again when you are warm towards me again. During the winter season, my heart hurts because it weeps but the coldness freezes the tears. I wish I could just harden it, preserve it, numb it. But i just couldn't.
If only things were simpler, if only i were a little bird that you can pour out your sorrows and joy to.
If only...
~a tear to ease the pain...