I feel that I am lagging behind, half hearted, I know it is just one step ahead and i can reach the checkpoint but I'm afraid, I'm having second thoughts, many what ifs filled my mind... Have I backslided in my heart? Why am I having such thoughts that I shouldn't even be thinking about. I feel tempted, very tempted.
I begin to doubt the visions I see, the things that was placed in my heart.
God assure me, strength my heart, stir up my spirit, cover me with your grace. Let me know that You are with me, Let me know that I can hold on to You...
My heart hurts... Let me draw strength from the hurt to catapult myself ahead!