I think I get what she intends to say. I never intended to put her in a difficult situation... i hate myseld for that. Recently the decisions I made was because of us. I felt that it would be better this way, this way she can still remain as a friend. She won't need to worry that I will be affected by her, but is it fair to her? I pray that this is the right thing to do, the best solution for us.
I still want to be part of your life, as a close friend, she has been a great friend n a confider to me. Maybe she doesn't regard me as one, but to me, she is one I will entrust my life to.
forgive me for not telling the full reason. Because if i told you the full reason, i would need to tell you how i feel about you. Please don't drift away from me, please don't ignore me, nor give me a cold shoulder, please dun dislike me, be annoyed with me.