Seal it up, lock it and sent it on a journey, and wait for it to come back when the time is right.
Its so difficult to have a restriction of speech, when the consequences seemed higher than speaking freely.
I sent it on a journey, so that I dun need to feel so 心苦every day. I wake up every morning thinking that I should let go, by night I am missing you again. Its a repeated cycle, and there is only two way of breaking it. Crushing it totally is one, giving it a chance to strive is another.
Will it survive the journey? I wonder...