pulchritudinous
Time stopped when I met you.
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Hi. I'm Lester. I was named by my parents after a singer/actor, Mark Lester. I was supposed to be named mark but my mum's friend decided to name her son that.
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Wednesday, December 16, 2009 @ 1:45 PM
I thought that its over, but I just realized that it was just a moment of suppression.
After the suppression, it seems to have gotten stronger.
I wish that I can put it away, chuck it into a safe box, lock it up and give you the key, and tell you, "Open it when you feel that you are ready."
How I wish it is possible, but it seems that it is not.
How I wish I can put a lease on it, forcing it to advance at my pace, but it just overwhelms me. I wish I was stronger or I wished it was not so strong.
I want to enter into your world, but I am just afraid you wouldn't let me in.
I am just afraid that if I let myself in, I would be banished forever.
Thus I can only wait until you let me in.
In the meanwhile, I can only watch through the windows.
After the suppression, it seems to have gotten stronger.
I wish that I can put it away, chuck it into a safe box, lock it up and give you the key, and tell you, "Open it when you feel that you are ready."
How I wish it is possible, but it seems that it is not.
How I wish I can put a lease on it, forcing it to advance at my pace, but it just overwhelms me. I wish I was stronger or I wished it was not so strong.
I want to enter into your world, but I am just afraid you wouldn't let me in.
I am just afraid that if I let myself in, I would be banished forever.
Thus I can only wait until you let me in.
In the meanwhile, I can only watch through the windows.