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Hi. I'm Lester. I was named by my parents after a singer/actor, Mark Lester. I was supposed to be named mark but my mum's friend decided to name her son that.
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Sunday, August 31, 2008 @ 6:42 PM
Ich verpasse sie...
It is so hard to bottle things up... It really feels terrible at times. This is 1 week after SOT. I've been busy trying to catch up with my studies, and i got THREE test this week. I need God's strength and Wisdom and Understanding.
Yesterday we watched the prophesy video of last week service, Dr Abraham said this, whatever you want to believe to receive, it is up to you. I have 3 goals for the second half of 2008, I've achieved one of it, I'm believing to achieve the other two...
It is so hard to bottle things up... It really feels terrible at times. This is 1 week after SOT. I've been busy trying to catch up with my studies, and i got THREE test this week. I need God's strength and Wisdom and Understanding.
Yesterday we watched the prophesy video of last week service, Dr Abraham said this, whatever you want to believe to receive, it is up to you. I have 3 goals for the second half of 2008, I've achieved one of it, I'm believing to achieve the other two...
Monday, August 25, 2008 @ 10:54 AM
Someone once shared with me 5 levels of Disappointments in relationships, I'm at the lowest, the level of "i give up", if it comes it comes, otherwise i just move on with life.
I'm so irritated, frustrated with why things turned out this way, why did I pour out issues relating to my love life!!! People try to help but destroyed everything. I'm happy with where we are now, enjoying the company of each other. I never intended to pressure her. When i decided on her, i really opened my heart to her alone. So I am very sad that i fail to protect her.
I want to take a while to let my heart recuperate. Maybe about 3 months... which ends on the 24th of Nov 2008.
I will keep my relationship matters more discreet from now onwards. Sharing with 2-3 people whom i can trust is enough.
I'm so irritated, frustrated with why things turned out this way, why did I pour out issues relating to my love life!!! People try to help but destroyed everything. I'm happy with where we are now, enjoying the company of each other. I never intended to pressure her. When i decided on her, i really opened my heart to her alone. So I am very sad that i fail to protect her.
I want to take a while to let my heart recuperate. Maybe about 3 months... which ends on the 24th of Nov 2008.
I will keep my relationship matters more discreet from now onwards. Sharing with 2-3 people whom i can trust is enough.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 @ 1:08 AM
Why am I always seeking to know what others think about me? Does opinions of people around me define me??? I want to say that it should not be what people say that defines me but who i know i am that defines me... LESTER SOH!!!
I want to break free from this mindset of being defined by what others say about me!!!! How to lead the girl if i am like that???
I want to break free from this mindset of being defined by what others say about me!!!! How to lead the girl if i am like that???
Thursday, August 14, 2008 @ 12:39 AM
I was just sharing with my sister about the morning prayer meeting, i realized that many times we have new ideas, excitement but we cannot enforce on our member immediately, but as you live out that excitement, what you believe in, your members will see it. How true it is... I feel encouraged by Mac and Thongyao and Yong jie. Mac on his birthday said that he wants to rise up more, to do more things. And Thongyao, even thought he will always say he very slack, but unknowingly he changed, he sacrificed to go down for the morning prayer meeting. And Yong Jie, the most on fire member. I learn something from Thongyao, which is
"So what if people think of you in this way, as long as you know your own convictions, you are true to yourself, and accountable to God."
"So what if people think of you in this way, as long as you know your own convictions, you are true to yourself, and accountable to God."
Wednesday, August 13, 2008 @ 11:41 PM
I think I have been too flippant with what i say about my love life. I realized that i have given so many people the wrong impression about my values about getting attached. My personal conviction is I WILL BE PATIENT, DEVELOP AS FRIENDS, THEN MAKE A DECISION... I really want to want to abide to this statement...
@ 9:09 PM
I finally got time to blog... Yesterday, Pastor Kong met with the male leaders and the female leaders separately. He urged the leaders to marry young, that everyone of us have been serving and we deserve a good partner. He shared with us the reasons why we should marry young, the things that attracts the girl. I'm willing lower my physical expectations, as long as she looks presentable to me will do...
I just talked to a friend... I asked do you think I am ready for a relationship. The reply was "no", because she feels that my relationship with God is not strong enough. Jo has given me the green light long ago. I mentioned that i will decide by September, this decision is to decide on one person and focus on building a relationship with this person. I think i will still be a few months before i am officially attached. Lots of questions to ask myself...
The one basic requirement is she accepts me for who i am now.
I just talked to a friend... I asked do you think I am ready for a relationship. The reply was "no", because she feels that my relationship with God is not strong enough. Jo has given me the green light long ago. I mentioned that i will decide by September, this decision is to decide on one person and focus on building a relationship with this person. I think i will still be a few months before i am officially attached. Lots of questions to ask myself...
The one basic requirement is she accepts me for who i am now.
Monday, August 11, 2008 @ 12:49 AM
BUSY is the word to decribe the past 1 month. I've been juggling with SOT, RMIT... Time is so limited, I have negated my personal time with God. I keep procratinating but i have taken the first step to stop this procrastination. I experienced the fact that when you are disconnected from God, you cannot do everything as well as when you are connected to God something that we all know, but sometimes fail to guard against. The last 2 weeks of SOT... I started off excited but the excitement fades away, but it is not how we start but how we are going to end it. It is time to be radical!!!