Someone once shared with me 5 levels of Disappointments in relationships, I'm at the lowest, the level of "i give up", if it comes it comes, otherwise i just move on with life.
I'm so irritated, frustrated with why things turned out this way, why did I pour out issues relating to my love life!!! People try to help but destroyed everything. I'm happy with where we are now, enjoying the company of each other. I never intended to pressure her. When i decided on her, i really opened my heart to her alone. So I am very sad that i fail to protect her.
I want to take a while to let my heart recuperate. Maybe about 3 months... which ends on the 24th of Nov 2008.
I will keep my relationship matters more discreet from now onwards. Sharing with 2-3 people whom i can trust is enough.