Just to update everyone about the current status between us. Well, there isn't much progress. I've let my mind take over my emotions, and am being open. I still say hi to her, maybe casually chat a little, but i never purposely go over to say hi, or purposely look for her to have a conversation.
Talking to some older friends, i began to feel that there are some criteria that i can compromise but i think these 3 criteria are the basic qualities that I will look for.
1. She has to be someone who has a certain level of wisdom, who is able to always give me second opinions, challenge me positively.
2. Someone whom i can pour out my heart to and understand what I'm saying.
3. Has a good fashion sense, know how to dress up.
It is 2/3 inward, and 1/3 outward.
I feel encouraged by the advice you all wrote down. Like what Josephine said, I believe that we will not know what God has in stored as we put Him first.
I believe that i can find a girl that fits all three criteria, not just the inward, but also the outward.