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Hi. I'm Lester. I was named by my parents after a singer/actor, Mark Lester. I was supposed to be named mark but my mum's friend decided to name her son that.
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Thursday, June 12, 2008 @ 10:13 PM
I am crying out now...
"HOW, HOW Can i know what she thinks and feel... I'm at wits end.
I don't know how she feels about this relationship. I feel it isn't the time to confess my emotions to her. On tuesday, during leaders meeting, i felt God saying this: "sacrifice", He reminded me of how God told Abraham to offer Issac up as a sacrifice to him. Abraham loved Issac so much but choose to be obedient.
I struggled with that thought very a few days. I've not share this with anyone, except mentioned briefly to Jiayi. I asked, am i supposed to sacrifice the entire relationship? I reasoned, but she has appeared to me so close to what i am looking for, and now I got to give it up??? Today, I shall end my pursuit. If God want to revive this relationship, let her start making progress by pressing into my life as well, be it in the form of messaging or call.
God, please take over, i surrender this relationship to you... The Word says, there is a time and season for everything."
"HOW, HOW Can i know what she thinks and feel... I'm at wits end.
I don't know how she feels about this relationship. I feel it isn't the time to confess my emotions to her. On tuesday, during leaders meeting, i felt God saying this: "sacrifice", He reminded me of how God told Abraham to offer Issac up as a sacrifice to him. Abraham loved Issac so much but choose to be obedient.
I struggled with that thought very a few days. I've not share this with anyone, except mentioned briefly to Jiayi. I asked, am i supposed to sacrifice the entire relationship? I reasoned, but she has appeared to me so close to what i am looking for, and now I got to give it up??? Today, I shall end my pursuit. If God want to revive this relationship, let her start making progress by pressing into my life as well, be it in the form of messaging or call.
God, please take over, i surrender this relationship to you... The Word says, there is a time and season for everything."